Saturday, December 10, 2011 12/10/2011 08:36:00 pm
2011 is ending soon, am I really looking forward to 2012?
Seriously I am not so sure, perhaps there were so many things happening around me recently.
Probably this is the best time for us to bid good bye but we could remain as friend for now I guess.
You always assume that I am always in my own world, but did you realize that all along I have been thinking, and I did not open my mouth to say what I want to do. To you talk is cheap, actions is the one. Yes I am working on it through my actions, but you said its too late. We had too many misunderstanding and its can't be solve and perhaps our personalities got a part to play. I was the one holding on to this and you told me that if you found someone better, you will leave. I couldn't say No as it will be a meaningless thing for me to force you to be with me. Eventually you left me on a journey of no return to the arms of another person. Love is a bitter yet sweet poison.
Thank you for being there for me during 2007 to 2011 to someone whom I have protected, showered with loves, cares, sacrifices and time. I have learned a lot on the way, thanks for the wonderful memories that we had, the ups and the downs. I really hope you are able to find your true happiness and settle down even though I am not able to provide the happiness which you yearn for.
I have a friend name Lonely, he/she will come and visit me every now and then, I always dislike him/her to visit me but perhaps that is a true friend as he/she will not abandon you no matter what.
For now, I have to focus on my career and my studies. It's gonna be a tiring and tough path for me but I will overcome it! PTI you can do it! Never lose faith in yourself no matter how tough life is.
